Life doesn't give you the people you want, it gives you the people you need:

to love you, to hate you, to make you, to break you,

and to make you the person you were meant to be.

You have two primary choices in life: to accept conditions as they exist,

or accept the responsibility for changing them

Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something,

loves something, and has lost something.

If you love me, say it. If you trust me, do it.

If you want me, show it. If you need me, prove it.

You get in the biggest fights with the people you care about the most.

Because those are the relationships worth fighting for.

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned

 so as to have the life that is waiting for us.

The happiest people don't have the best of everything,

they just make the best of everything.

Things will get worse before they get better.

But when they do, remember who put you down, and who helped you up.

This picture is true to how I've been feeling lately, a couple of people have resurfaced in my life and I feel like their trying to take me away from Michael... trying to make me believe that he doesnt care, doesnt love me, is with someone else, lying to me about this or that....

She was taught to believe in what she saw.

But what she saw didn't give her much to believe in.

When your ex says, "You will never find anyone like me."

You reply, "That's the point.

The karma of fucking over a good girl, is the
trashy bitch you end up with. =]

 

i know you messed up, but i was willing to forgive you because that's how happy you made me. but you gave up, you didn't fight for me. you backed out when one thing went wrong, and thats what hurts the most. you seen me and looked right through me, i was invisible. And now, all i have to say is i'm so over ya babe

So, now you love me? That's cute, adorable in fact. Considering you let me go. You pushed me away, and I'm not idiot. I took the hint and got over you. So you love me? Bullshit. You came to that conclusion too late

You used me because you knew I'd always be there. But I guess your plan backfired because now I'm no where to be found.

Don't let him get to you, he only wants to see you broken

You might feel worthless to one person, but you are priceless to another.

 Don't ever forget your value

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It's not like you're giving up, and it's not like you shouldn't try. It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

Be thankful for every heartbreak, for they were planned. They come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. Their purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, and you do

We make our relationship the way we want it to be. We could make it so there are regrets an second thoughts, we could forgive but not forget, or not forgive at all. We can be selfish or we could compromise. We can agree or disagree. We could cry or smile. We could make up or break up. But at the end of the day, everyone just wants to be happy. So we do what we could to keep it that way, even if it means sacrificing a little,because you know they'd do the same. I've done what I could, so now let's see what you're capable of.

*Now her. She's a different story. Her heart is currently broken. Watch her, in all her glory. Her smile is fake and it's well spoken, she cries more than needed and those tears on her cheek are proof that she's never exceeded. But according to every guy, she's a charm and yet she still sits there smiling regardless of all the fake friends and the dreams that were broken.

*Yeah, I do talk to other guys, I laugh with other guys,

 and I hug other guys.

But don't you doubt for a second that any of

 them mean as much to me as you.***

*Silence is a girl's loudest cry.

You will always know she's deeply hurt if she's ignoring you

*I was just another promise that you couldn't keep. 

*I want you to look at me like i have something other girls don't.

*I'm not upset because our relationship is dying.

I'm upset because you're not doing anything to save it.

*Be careful what you say to someone today.

 Because tomorrow they may not be here. And you can't take it back.

*I just want someone who means what they say. To promise me and mean it.

To prove me wrong; that not all things end. That not all promises are broken.

 I want to hear a promise I can believe in.

*Sometimes it's easier to pretend you don't care,

than to admit that it's killing you

*If it's meant to happen, you'll stick with it until it does.

And if it's not mean to happen you'll eventually give up.

And i"m telling you this because I want to let you know,

I'm NOT giving up on you anytime soon.

Dear Deployment, you have no idea how much I hate your guts right now. I feel like I'm loosing him...

Distance is just a test to see how far love can travel.

Stability was overrated. Crisis and adventures, on the other hand,

could actually teach you something

You know you're in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye

Dear life, when I said, "Can my day get any worse?"

 it was a rhetorical question not a challenge

And this feeling, right here, is the exact reason

why I never gave up on you when everyone else said stop trying

She's banged up, mentally and emotionally, literally and metaphorically,

 but everyday she walks outside with a smile on her face

 because that's who she is.

Let go of what kills you and hold

onto what keeps you breathing.

You can fake your smiles and laughter, but you can

never fake your tears and feelings

And I guess you're proof that when you finally

 let go of the past, something better comes along

Dear girl, don't mess this one up.

I think he is the one. Love, your heart.

Sometimes the harder you fall, the stronger you rise.

I’m a survivor, I survive; it’s what I do best.

Your first mistake, leaving me. Your second mistake,

was allowing me to realize I can live without you

It hurts when something good ends,

but it hurts even more if you cling to it,

knowing that's it's not there.

-Wiz Khalifa

Worthless. Ugly. Liar. Bitch. Trashy. Skanky. Selfish. I believed all your lies because you were so insecure as to put down a child. Important. Beautiful. Trustworthy. Kind. Respected. Self-respected. Selfless. This is who I am. I am not your insecurities. I will not be defined by your hatred. I am defined by me

I just want someone who means what they say. To promise me & mean it. To prove me wrong; that not all things end. That not all promises are broken. I want to hear a promise I can believe in.

Forget what hurt you in the past.

But never forget what it taught you.

Nothing that's worthwhile is ever easy. Remember that.

-Nicholas Sparks

Fate determines who enters your life,

your actions decide who stays.

At any moment you have the power to say:

this is not how the story is going to end

Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.

If we forgive others, we free our minds

 to dwell on better and brighter things.

And we free our hearts to feel the love we're made

 to instead of the rage we create

ALL GAVE SOME . . . SOME GAVE ALL

In the midst of all the rubble, a cross was found.

Out of two of the beams from the world trade center

The view of the 9/11 attacks from space



The two largest man made water falls were constructed

where both of the towers stood

LIFE A LIFE
WORTHY OF THEIR SACRIFICE

Never compare your love story with those in the movies because they are written by scriptwriters. Yours is written by God.

Being a real man doesn't mean you sleep with 100 girls. it means you fight for one girl even when 99 others are chasing you.

There's no doubt in my mind that i am in love with you. Everything about you makes me smile. when you hold my hand, i never want to let go. When you're sad, I would do anything in my power to make it better. You mean so much to me that it hurts. I would give anything to be with you every second of every day.

He's annoying, he's hilarious, he's the worlds biggest asshole, he makes me want to scream, he ruins my day and saves it at the last minute, he drives me crazy, he's out of his mind, I hate his guts, and he's everything I could ever ask for!

No man is truly married until he understands every word that his wife isn't saying

Once you lose yourself you have two choices; find the person you used to be or lose that person completely.

When a girl says, "I'm done," it really means "Fight for me."

Silence is a girl's loudest cry. You will always know she's deeply hurt if she's ignoring you.

Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves something, and has lost something.

Throughout my life, i have always been afraid of losing the people i love, but then, sometimes I wonder is there anyone out there afraid of losing me?

If you love me, say it. If you trust me, do it. If you want me, show it. If you need me, prove it.

Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together, when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.

We may not have it all together but together we have it all.

He's the kind of guy that makes you love your name,

just because of the way he says it.

And I adore the fact that someone like you

sees something in someone like me.

You know it's an important thing, saying I love you

to the people that matter because you never

 know when you'll lose them or when they'll lose you.

-One Tree Hill

If someone wants to be a part of your life,

they'll make an effort to be in it.

Don't bother reserving a space in your heart for

 someone who doesn't make an effort to stay.

I'm going to marry you someday.

 So please plan your life accordingly

If he takes time to argue with you,

he cares about you more than you think.

 

 "...what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise..."

Things have been such a beautiful disaster lately. I'm trying to spend as much time as possible with my honey before he deploys, ill post again soon =]

A couple texts my honey sent me earlier tonight: 

" You make everything perfect in this crazy world."

"You make me a better man, but whats more is you make me WANT to be a better man."

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A tad of our conversation that made me laugh like crazy.

Him: "No one in the World could make me happier not even Katy Perry" LMAO 

Me: " Awe baby, that means a lot, I didn't think I could compete with her"

Him:  "Baby. She's got a voice of an angel, but you've got my heart." <3

(to those who don't know my honey really really likes Katy Perry that's what made it even more special for him to say something like that to me.)

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&&&&& some quotes:

Someday someone is going to look at you with a light in their eyes you’ve never seen, they’ll look at you like you’re everything they’ve been looking for their entire lives.  Wait for it.

They were in love.
You could tell just by the way they looked at each other,
like they had the most wonderful secret
in the world between them.

He's like nobody else in the world. When I'm with him, it's like I'm split in half.
Part of me is on fire, going crazy if I'm not touching him. The other half is
calm and peaceful just perfectly content, knowing he is the one for me

Long distance is hard. You have to trust that
as you each change on your own, your relationship
will also change along with you. It takes hope,
good humor, and idealism. It takes a massive dose
of courage to protect the relationship at all odds.
It is hard, but worth it. You’ll both be stronger as a result.

You don’t always have to kiss a lot of frogs 

to recognize a prince when you find one.

Love is when you tell someone something bad about yourself and
you're scared they won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised
because not only do they still love you, they love you even more.

Hold people like it’s the last time you’ll ever see them. And when they go,
don’t make reasons for them to stay. Instead make reasons for them to return.

To love someone is a very special thing , 

but for that someone to love you back is more of a miracle. 

If you happen to stumble upon such a miracle, make sure you realize it.
Never take it for granted, never throw it away, 

never let it sit, and most of all never let it die

Love is patient, love is kind. 

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, 

it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
(1 Corinthians 13:4-7)

She's never been one to wait around. 

She's always moving and dancing and running.
But for some reason, with him, she's patient.
She'll wait. She'll wait for nobody,
and nothing else, except him.

I’m scared and i don't say that often, but i can't stand the fact that you could hurt me. i don't like being close, but i love it. you're my everything and i hate it because you have everything you need to break me. and i'm not saying you will, but I'm scared

Sometimes I still stare at you,
amazed and absolutely enchanted.
And even though I've held
your gaze a thousand times,
when you turn to me and
give me that silly grin of yours,
you still make me blush

In a relationship, the guy moves around a lot. 

He stands in front of the girl so when things get tough,
she can run into his arms and be comforted. 

He stands behind her so when she thinks 

she can't handle anymore and falls, 

he's there to catch her and reassure her she can do anything.

Most importantly, he stands beside her,

so when she's ready to take on the world,

he's there to hold her hand 

and take it on with her!

 

 

When I first met you I never would have imagined 

that I would have such strong feelings for you,
I never would have thought that I would have dreams 

about you or miss being by your side 

or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name.

When I first met you I never would have thought 

that I would love you.