Its ok to believe, you are beautiful

I deserve better than a handful of second thoughts and a plate full of regrets.
[tellmeyoulovemeplease]

I may regret that we ended, but I will never regret what we had

I pushed you away because I knew that if you stayed, I could never turn you down. You are the most beautiful and most terrible thing that's ever happened to me, and you will always have me

What do you want me to say? Yes, you're right. We're just one big walking disaster and yeah, my life would probably be a whole lot easier if I just walked out that door right now - I know that. But the thing is, I already know that nothing on the other side of that door could ever come close to making me as happy as I am when I'm with you. That's why I'm here, because I love you. No matter how things get, no matter what shit life throws at us, there's no where else I'd rather be. I want to spend the rest of my life right here. With you.